beach air

avz | 19 | straight | burbs of chicago

take me to the beach and i'll be happy. i pay attention to the world because you never know what it's trying to tell you. i'll never be who you want me to be because than i'd lose the battle. i am real and always there for you if you earn my loyalty or not. just don't expect me to tell you everything. i document my life here, cause life is just so daily. beach bum in the sun!

take me back, s’il vous plait

(via m0rtality)

with or without you. for once your ghost has brought me clarity. thanks babe

you were the death of me, which in turn, brought out the best of me that was hiding 

summerdreamsxoxo:

that looks soo yummy…

(via nnooneeverhastoknow)

(via 666ft)

it’s time to go back to my roots, who i am

“I know very little about acting. I’m just an incredibly gifted faker.” Robert Downey, Jr.
Dedicated to infinity-f 

(via downwardspiralintooblivion)

Sometimes I feel like it was sort of fate that I was prescribed what I had to take, that those cuts really did come from nowhere. I love life, I really do. I watch the scenery when i’m sitting in the backseat. I pay attention to the way the grass flows with the wind. I try every day to see the positive side, to be happy, to never let negativity reach the very core of my being. I’d watch those movies where people would feel suicidal and i never really imagined ever feeling that way, it never crossed my mind. But when i started to cry every single day, almost all day, whether people were around or not, to be suicidal and to have a feeling of despair the minute you wake up, it’s pure insanity to not know where it’s coming from. And when I stopped taking those pills, every day was another day I was trying to climb out of that black hole and even to this day, i feel like i’m making this decision but not making a decision at all. Maybe tim’s right, maybe all these spiders are trying to tell me something.